There are so many options for my future if I put my mind to it,
I can be a/n
- singer
- artist
- writer
- public relationist
- baker
ugh, hate these options! so indecisive.
freak, $79 + tax to fix my camera’s lens. you don’t know what you have til it’s gone.
- Have to save up $$$ to fix it now :’[
I got lost somewhere along the way. Nothing seemed to please me and make me laugh the way I used to. The twinkle turned dark, the light erased from my eyes. My blood began to flow backwards and my jokes turned cynical. I tripped over myself, the floor tilted, the tiles loose. The streetlamps went out, each light bulb popped mysteriously like in Harry Potter. The efforts I made seemed as welcomed as tangled shoelaces. I sneered at the word love, scoffed whenever someone told me everything will eventually get better, I just had to wait. They didn’t understand that time was sparse, time was money, time could not be wasted waiting for something I wasn’t sure was coming.
